Undertow

I recognized this feeling Saw something familiar in the way you filled the gaps I should have trusted what I noticed first Told myself I was reading into it I needed something real I followed what felt close Now I'm living in the echo Of a voice that I don't own anymore Every time I surface You pull me further down I've been drowning in the comfort of not making a sound But I keep choosing to stay I stopped tracking what was mine Which thoughts came first in my mind I know the version of myself I gave away and Told myself I was reading into it I needed something real Gave it everything I had Of who I used to be Every time I surface You pull me further down I've been drowning in the comfort of not making a sound But I keep choosing to stay I see the light ahead Tell me what's left to take I swear I hear the countdown But I keep walking I know this pull like I know the reason From the cold that settled in my bones I know the price of staying Still more afraid to go I stopped tracking what was mine Which thoughts came first in my mind I know the version of myself I gave away Every time I surface You pull me further down I've been drowning in the comfort of not making a sound But I keep choosing to stay Every time I surface You pull me further down I've been drowning in the comfort of not making a sound But I keep choosing to stay But I keep choosing to stay