I'm Not Well

So give me something to believe That I'm okay and clean I'm SICK OF IT ALL !!!!!!! So give me something to believe That I'm okay and clean 'Cause This addiction's killing me My life's possessed I've lost my grip I can see what you want from me And I'm giving you everything My body's in decay I know I'm not okay I lived another day But I'm not well It's building up inside I'm fearing suicide The needle will decide 'Cause I'm not well So give me something to pretend The shakes, the pain's not real Just Make it stop, keep feeding me I'm holding on for one last go My body's in decay I know I'm not okay I lived another day But I'm not well It's building up inside I'm fearing suicide The needle will decide 'Cause I'm not well I scream But there's nobody listening I am all by myself I bleed Suffering silently in my hell And there's nothing left My body's in decay I know I'm not okay I lived another day But I'm not well It's building up inside I'm fearing suicide The needle will decide 'Cause I'm not well I'M NOT WELL!!!